I mean I don't just do shytty work lol, I do a good job because it's right and I need the money. I could care less what my co-workers thought of me. The pride of me doing a good job comes from me just doing the right thing since that was the way I was raised, not what I do or how much money I make. It's not my end goal, it's just something to do until I can make a move. If I excelled at my position I'd be called an all-star and get negative responses anyway. I'm not proud because I literally got into it for the money, I couldn't afford college and I needed to make legit money so I went into what I got now. I'm not happy there at all but it makes the right amount of money for me to make moves. When I tell people what I do and they go all

I just go

. I just go thru the motions, I wake up, go to work, do enough to go unnoticed/keep my boss happy, collect paycheck, save money and plan accordingly. I think nothing else of it.