Came to the realization that will probably never have a GF or an relationship with a woman due to my genetics, anxiety and other factors. It sucks because it was something I always wanted to experience even though ppl try to down play it like it isn't as great as it appears but I'm on the outside looking in. Besides that my life is still fukked, I have no goals in life or anything that interest me. My dad came to town Wednesday and he wanted to spend time with me before he left so he wanted to do all these things but I didn't feel like doing them. I just went to a sports bar with him and the movies but I hate bars/clubs in general and he doesn't understand that. I don't why ppl look at you weird for not enjoying parties and shyt. I'd rather play video games or watch my TV shows then to do that. Idk, its life I guess