Essential The Mental Health Thread

[HoloGraphic]

sounds like a lot of pressure to me

nikka. Look at these all around you.
Its a good book.

 

[johntheblackjew]

lots of affected folks on this site.

 

[okra]

i feel like shyt. i hates school so fukking much

 

[KOOL-AID]

i feel like shyt. i hates school so fukking much

drop out

 

[okra]

drop out

theres only like 10 school weeks left and if i fail this year my schools not letting me re-take because of my attendance so im gonna at least try and pass my exams and if i fail thats fine

 

[Made Myself A Boss]

Today was such a bad day for me. I started working at Publix (s grocery store) about a month ago.. I'm a cashier. This is the most social job I've ever had. And j struggle with bad social anxiety. Had horrible anxiety all day long and I was all over the place. I didn't notice how bad it realky was until one of my managers said something to me and asked me if I was okay and I was like "why?" And he told me I seemed off the wall and all over the place. Then I xalmed myself down a bit. But when I left work and was walking out the door I almost cried. I don't even know why. But wow what an awful feeling. fukk anxiety.

I developed anxiety really bad connected to some stuff that happened to me in the military. You story is one I could relate to, because at times its really difficult for me to operate in a customer service kind of role. (I used to be a pharmacy tech for 5 years so i know what you mean.) I have a hard time even looking strangers in the face, because I feel like they can see my anxiety, and I feel embarrassed by it.

IDK, but medication is the only thing that helps me at this point, have you not seen a doctor yet to get a prescription?

(edit) Sorry just read your post about your recovery

 

[Made Myself A Boss]

fukk anxiety for real. I take 3mg of klonopin every day cuz I have such bad anxiety

Klonapin is a miracle drug for me. It turns me back into what feels like a normal person when I take it. But on days when I choose not to take because I don't like taking medication all of the time my anxiety get multiplied.

I've really been feeling like killing myself today.
I lost my meds almost two weeks ago and they were the only thing keeping me intact.

All these fukking a$$holes on here will finally get their wish...Although I wish I could kill their bytch asses.

I'm 30 years old and just a fukking failure.
Never had a relationship that lasted more than three months.
Never had a job that lasted more than four.
Never made more than $5,000 on my own in a year.
Thought this last job would be awesome but low and behold I quit and it didn't even last a week.
Deep down inside I know all of these coli a$$holes use me as leverage to feel better about their lives and would laugh if they knew how I was really living.
I've tried committing suicide before and failed cause I knew my family would never get over it.

But honestly, being black, african, West Indian, male in this hellish country I'll feel like I'll never be happy.

I can't relate to many people here...I'm just alone all the time and frankly it's becoming a burden on itself.

I give up on life, people, and this nightmarish society.
Frankly if anybody can suggest the most painless method of killing myself I'll rep you.

Weed breh.. Does smoking help you calm down?

Its crazy how you complain about Coli people using you to make themselves feel better when you insulted me on here over some dumb shyt...

 

[Made Myself A Boss]

fukk anxiety for real. I take 3mg of klonopin every day cuz I have such bad anxiety

Klonapin is a miracle drug for me. It turns me back into what feels like a normal person when I take it. But on days when I choose not to take because I don't like taking medication all of the time, my anxiety gets multiplied...

 

[okra]

aw. why was this thread unpinned?

 

[okra]

i feel like shyt good night guys

 

[Made Myself A Boss]

i feel like shyt good night guys

Whats wrong B

 

[Dreamzeedream]

it never ends. We just grow stronger and learn to deal with it better.


Having something worth living makes it easier. Find somethinf you love or love doing and hold onto it. Give your life purpose. This is what helps me

That's the part that worries me

 

[okra]

my brain is fried. im glad this week is over

 

[Made Myself A Boss]

Once your brain has been touched the depression never really "stops." It only manifests itself in different ways as you grow older ..

 

[okra]

i am so confused