Essential The Mental Health Thread
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TheArchitect
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I'm doing better...
Moved into my own spot a couple months ago, so got that going for me.
Getting a little better mentally, went to hypnotherapy before the whole covid bullshyt; It helped, but I still have two more sessions I have yet to schedule.
I think honestly now what I need is some females attention. Not that I think that'll solve my problems, but it could REALLY help me mentally. I've literally been single for YEARS, without as much as a fling. It's gotten to the point that I'm tired of porn AND fapping, so the only thing left is for me to start dating. My only real problem right now is that I haven't been interacting with many females lately due to my job (even before the quarantine)....
Trying to remain some kind of positive, hopefully the universe sends something my way very soon, since I've been doing a better job of sticking to my purpose....
To be honest, as men no one gives a shyt about our problems even our own family.
It’s seems like your parents are old school, so I wouldn’t take it to heart.
Have you been up front and honest with them about how you feel
TheArchitect
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Reminds me of my childhood. Couldn't communicate to my parents for shyt. Mother was controlling, DUMB, stepfather was just....idk, a fukking nimrod. Anything that happened to me I had to suck up by myself. Telling them would only make shyt 10x worse...
TheArchitect
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Not at all. Basically anything that can get the juices running. Color don't matter, walk of life don't matter (unless you're a furry or some other weirdo/undesirable)...My spectrum when it comes to female preferences is wide but precise, if that makes sense....
I used to be accused of being super picky, when simply I don't believe in wasting time on someone I'm not even sexually attracted to in any way....
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I've become a weed head 
With that said, I'm doing okay but not alright if you get what I'm saying. Trying to numb a lot of feelings, thoughts, stress and I'm slowly breaking so the weed basically takes that shyt away for moments at a time. Otherwise I'm fired up. That's the environment I'm around anyway so its really no choice.
This pandemic made me realize how much of a high strung guy I really am. It's bad. Very bad. I literally use weed to calm me down and even that is too an extent because if someone or something excites me, it's like I'll react and go off. I used to chill a bit. I've also become more and more of a loner/introverted and have been taking long hikes in the woods. So much that I've been losing some weight hiking and shyt. That has helped to an extent but I wont lie... I most def need to get my life in order and make some things happen so this pandemic has gave me an excuse to basically be more alone which is nothing new or bothersome to me. I just wish I had more downtime and more places were open as well as this pandemic was gone. Probably would have tried gliding or skydiving. Otherwise I go to the woods to basically be away from other people and listen to thoughtcrimez or what I want to do but cant in the woods, listen to the chill hop station on Sirius xm. I love the woods and nature. Might camp at some point.
And today or I think June 23rd would be 7 years since I stopped taking zoloft. Been self observing to see if the side effects are still there after all these years. Only took those pills for 6 months and those joints are NO JOKE. Do not take those pills unless you need to. can see how those pills drive people crazy.
I think I need to try the therapist again but I need one that specializes in cbt, is LGBTQ friendly, and is the right fit though. Actually thinking about getting medical marijuana card.
With that said, I'm doing okay but not alright if you get what I'm saying. Trying to numb a lot of feelings, thoughts, stress and I'm slowly breaking so the weed basically takes that shyt away for moments at a time. Otherwise I'm fired up. That's the environment I'm around anyway so its really no choice.
This pandemic made me realize how much of a high strung guy I really am. It's bad. Very bad. I literally use weed to calm me down and even that is too an extent because if someone or something excites me, it's like I'll react and go off. I used to chill a bit. I've also become more and more of a loner/introverted and have been taking long hikes in the woods. So much that I've been losing some weight hiking and shyt. That has helped to an extent but I wont lie... I most def need to get my life in order and make some things happen so this pandemic has gave me an excuse to basically be more alone which is nothing new or bothersome to me. I just wish I had more downtime and more places were open as well as this pandemic was gone. Probably would have tried gliding or skydiving. Otherwise I go to the woods to basically be away from other people and listen to thoughtcrimez or what I want to do but cant in the woods, listen to the chill hop station on Sirius xm. I love the woods and nature. Might camp at some point.
And today or I think June 23rd would be 7 years since I stopped taking zoloft. Been self observing to see if the side effects are still there after all these years. Only took those pills for 6 months and those joints are NO JOKE. Do not take those pills unless you need to. can see how those pills drive people crazy.
I think I need to try the therapist again but I need one that specializes in cbt, is LGBTQ friendly, and is the right fit though. Actually thinking about getting medical marijuana card.
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I've become a weed head
With that said, I'm doing okay but not alright if you get what I'm saying. Trying to numb a lot of feelings, thoughts, stress and I'm slowly breaking so the weed basically takes that shyt away for moments at a time. Otherwise I'm fired up. That's the environment I'm around anyway so its really no choice.
This pandemic made me realize how much of a high strung guy I really am. It's bad. Very bad. I literally use weed to calm me down and even that is too an extent because if someone or something excites me, it's like I'll react and go off. I used to chill a bit. I've also become more and more of a loner/introverted and have been taking long hikes in the woods. So much that I've been losing some weight hiking and shyt. That has helped to an extent but I wont lie... I most def need to get my life in order and make some things happen so this pandemic has gave me an excuse to basically be more alone which is nothing new or bothersome to me. I just wish I had more downtime and more places were open as well as this pandemic was gone. Probably would have tried gliding or skydiving. Otherwise I go to the woods to basically be away from other people and listen to thoughtcrimez or what I want to do but cant in the woods, listen to the chill hop station on Sirius xm. I love the woods and nature. Might camp at some point.
And today or I think June 23rd would be 7 years since I stopped taking zoloft. Been self observing to see if the side effects are still there after all these years. Only took those pills for 6 months and those joints are NO JOKE. Do not take those pills unless you need to. can see how those pills drive people crazy.
I think I need to try the therapist again but I need one that specializes in cbt, is LGBTQ friendly, and is the right fit though. Actually thinking about getting medical marijuana card.
I tried Zoloft, it didn’t work for me
I lost my adhd meds 2 days ago and my anxiety came back so I was spiraling
But I been exercising and being out and about doing shyt these past 2 days
I also started L theanine so i feel so relaxed and calm now
Im in a better space. I just got to stay on top of my other aspects of life and not focus on work too much
Been working almost daily from home since quarantine and I needed some me time