Im the same way as far as the mental hurdles and letting things go. Gotta find that inner peaceI try to stay positive but I allow myself to go through mental hurdles at times that I shouldn't put myself through a lot of it has to do with past experiences. I have a hard time letting certain things that happened in my life go. Then it's a bunch of persona negative stuff around me that makes it seem I can't find my way from it.
Im starting to find and channel mine, it feels divine
I just need to be more positive and keep unnecessary negativity to myself