Not in a million years would I think (1) mistake would cost me my family, my trust and this point my sanity. I never used to forgive folks, but here I am after 2 yrs still asking to be forgiven, going out my way trying to amend the things I did wrong, only still to get shutdown looking like a fukking fool. Just lost a good girl who I was with for almost 1 1/2 yrs just because I cannot commit to her because I'm still stuck in my previous relationship emotionally. I love my kids too much to give up. They're getting older and my oldest son asking me questions already. And I have no real answers. Be good to your woman fellas....real shyt.