i relate to this word for word brehThe way my life has been for the past 10, 15 years, I feel like I'm in prison without even being in prison and I've never been to jail or prison before. At the moment, I feel like I'm trapped in a state of hopeless. I feel exactly like how I did 10 years ago at the moment. Broke though im working, depressed, a loser, bummy, with everyone around me having the time of their lives where they don't even know that I feel like shyt right now. It's like being in the back of the bus again by the corner looking out the window feeling like a loser wishing I disappeared hoping no one sees that i feel depressed or down right now. Worst off, it's the holiday season so everyone or almost everyone is gonna be happy go lucky and extra excited. I'm not though.
I just want to sleep myself out of this feeling.
What city? Any family they can stay with?I need some advice for my cousin: What can a 20 year old who's homeless, burned all bridges, and has no diploma do to get their life on track?
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You are alone and utterly deprived of comfort.
The work of heavy spirits infect the mind first before they hold captive the body.
Their energy acting as beacon within your flesh, attracting other malevolent forces to you and latching onto the flesh like an anchor.
You are not normal, you are not well...they will devour you till you have become nothing more than a vassal, a virus aimed at spreading negative power towards anyone who gets close to you. You are reduced to misery always, your eyes are gone from hope.
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i relate to this word for word breh
only thing keeping me upright is making music.. its all i ever really cared about, so lately ive just been doubling down on it
when in doubt, i hope on the midi and fukk around
better than letting my mind spaz and googling how to painlessly merk myself..
i had the best weekend Ive had in years simply cause i locked myself in a room and just created..
got away from everything and everybody and just channeled all my thoughts into sounds
.fukked around and made a song that made me cry like a lil bytch
i've accepted that this void i feel may never be filled...but ima get something out this pain, fukk that
hope you can do the same