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The way my life has been for the past 10, 15 years, I feel like I'm in prison without even being in prison and I've never been to jail or prison before. At the moment, I feel like I'm trapped in a state of hopeless. I feel exactly like how I did 10 years ago at the moment. Broke though im working, depressed, a loser, bummy, with everyone around me having the time of their lives where they don't even know that I feel like shyt right now. It's like being in the back of the bus again by the corner looking out the window feeling like a loser wishing I disappeared hoping no one sees that i feel depressed or down right now. Worst off, it's the holiday season so everyone or almost everyone is gonna be happy go lucky and extra excited. I'm not though.

I just want to sleep myself out of this feeling.
 
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I see there's a lot of talk about hair up in here.

I guess I can talk about my new struggle... The immaculate hairline that I've had for years is failing me.:mjcry:

The super low hairline that used to get me roasted when I was young and caused envy when I was older is starting to thin right in the middle.:snoop:

I talked to a family friend who's a dermatologist and she said she thinks it's not male pattern baldness, but my hairline maturing. Because she said it's getting thinner all over it's just that the middle is showing more. She said if it's just maturing she'd bet I'll have a full head of hair well into my 60's, but if it is balding I'll be looking like George Jefferson jr in 5-10 years.:why:

I'm so sorry for the hairline jokes I've told in the past, please don't do this to me. Just let it be maturing.
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But if it is balding I'm going to keep it G and cut off my beautiful locks and go all the way bald and just work on my beard game and being muscular just like my little cousin did.:birdman:



But please let it be maturing though.:to:
 

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When I went to Asia I bought a shirt that's a small. 5 years later and it still fits. HAHAHA. I love it. I'm wearing Asian smalls and they fit. I don't look as skinny as I am and I don't look as strong as I am.
 

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The way my life has been for the past 10, 15 years, I feel like I'm in prison without even being in prison and I've never been to jail or prison before. At the moment, I feel like I'm trapped in a state of hopeless. I feel exactly like how I did 10 years ago at the moment. Broke though im working, depressed, a loser, bummy, with everyone around me having the time of their lives where they don't even know that I feel like shyt right now. It's like being in the back of the bus again by the corner looking out the window feeling like a loser wishing I disappeared hoping no one sees that i feel depressed or down right now. Worst off, it's the holiday season so everyone or almost everyone is gonna be happy go lucky and extra excited. I'm not though.

I just want to sleep myself out of this feeling.
i relate to this word for word breh

only thing keeping me upright is making music.. its all i ever really cared about, so lately ive just been doubling down on it

when in doubt, i hop on the midi and fukk around

better than letting my mind spaz and googling how to painlessly merk myself..

i had the best weekend Ive had in years simply cause i locked myself in a room and just created..

got away from everything and everybody and just channeled all my thoughts into sounds
.fukked around and made a song that made me cry like a lil bytch :ehh:

i've accepted that this void i feel may never be filled...but ima get something out this pain, fukk that

hope you can do the same
 
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I need some advice for my cousin: What can a 20 year old who's homeless, burned all bridges, and has no diploma do to get their life on track?
What city? Any family they can stay with?
How do I become a phone sex operator without knowing about sex :lupe:
People say I have the voice for it
Upload your voice on vocaroo for the coli
 

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If you love me, you gotta love me unconditional...

These be the realest words i ever said
 

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You are alone and utterly deprived of comfort.

The work of heavy spirits infect the mind first before they hold captive the body.

Their energy acting as beacon within your flesh, attracting other malevolent forces to you and latching onto the flesh like an anchor.

You are not normal, you are not well...they will devour you till you have become nothing more than a vassal, a virus aimed at spreading negative power towards anyone who gets close to you. You are reduced to misery always, your eyes are gone from hope.

Who you talkin' bout, Willis?:wtb:
 

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i relate to this word for word breh

only thing keeping me upright is making music.. its all i ever really cared about, so lately ive just been doubling down on it

when in doubt, i hope on the midi and fukk around

better than letting my mind spaz and googling how to painlessly merk myself..

i had the best weekend Ive had in years simply cause i locked myself in a room and just created..

got away from everything and everybody and just channeled all my thoughts into sounds
.fukked around and made a song that made me cry like a lil bytch :ehh:

i've accepted that this void i feel may never be filled...but ima get something out this pain, fukk that

hope you can do the same

Hope you get out of that state of mind too. It's some real fukked up. Compared to 10 years ago, my life has improved a bit but i still have that same depressed mindframe. It's annoying as fukk.
 
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LOL, waking up to text messages from someone's else's' girlfriend is hilarious. I used to feel bad, but it is what it is. I'm single.
 
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