This time I'm not responding. Redman said something that resonated with me. He said when you're content in life people trying to shyt on you just rolls off your back. After reviewing my situation top to bottom I am content with where I'm at. I've been grinding to get here for years. I'm here and I'm going to try to enjoy it. That starts with me having a positive attitude in the face of negativity.
Idunno what's wrong with me. I can never be happy with accomplishing something. LOL I actually get pissed when I achieve something because it isn't exactly how I want it to be. That's mad childish. I need to stop living in my bubble and measuring myself against myself. It's my nature though. I don't want to win a game, I don't want a world championship, I want to be a fukking legend.