You wont be beating him anytime soon. The best you can hope for right nowis to not be submitted. While you're thinking about beating him, hes thinking about not being beat by you. Healthy competition. Be happy with survival.Kind of bothered that I didn't have this dude submit yesterday in jiu jitsu, I'm still learning and I know he is, but I know I can beat him. I swear its that 1.5 hour of soccer before I do an hour of muay Thai ands then 1.5 hours of jiu jitsu.
Keisuke our teacher, a black belt lol, I wasn't even going to do JJ because my back hurt and he showed up late so I was on the punching bag, and then as I was about to grab my keys and dip he looks at me and asks if I want to jump in. How could I resist that education.
After we learned some moves we rolled, I make all the wrong moves! He makes all of the right onesgot me on the ground and smothered me as if I were a blanket. I tried to resist, but once I would try he would just redirect me! He continued to redirect me, shaping, folding, molding me until I was forced to submit.
But after we finished he told me that I was getting stronger
I'm just mad that I didn't fold that white boy up!!!
He was all sweating, frustrated, moving erratically, I was calm the whole time like. Now that I know I can remain calm though, once I get better I'll fold people up, I'm confident in this belief.
You wont beat him.
got me on the ground and smothered me as if I were a blanket. I tried to resist, but once I would try he would just redirect me! He continued to redirect me, shaping, folding, molding me until I was forced to submit. 


. Now that I know I can remain calm though, once I get better I'll fold people up, I'm confident in this belief.
thank you universe and self and nature!

)made thy misanthropic ass decide to complemented her on her orange head wrap,she flashed her bright smile,laughed,and said she ain't feel like doing shyt with her long dreadlocked hurr,and preceded to say it went down to the small of her back(
) and she gave me a nicer silver one/kinda hoodish joint for 5 sawbucks,thy then bought thy earth a nice elephant piece with stones on it for a discount
thy twas gonna save it for trees/other party favors but fidduck it






