Yep I know how that feels.
I live in PA which is one of the most racist states in the country and if you a black person and you not in the 4 corners of the state you gonna feel uncomfortable
If you in PA and you black you wanna be in one of these 4 areas:
Northeast PA where I'm at which is basically a suburb of NY and NJ and has a lot of diversity
Southeast PA which is where Philadelphia is
Northwest PA which is Lake Erie and in close proximity of Cleveland
Southwest Pa which is where Pittsburgh is located
All that area in the middle of PA may be one the most racist areas in the country
I remember being on a road trip to Ohio and having to stop at a gas station, them Cacs in there had the
no nikkas faces on the whole time, I got out of there as fast I could