Yea, if you know Excel I think VBA can be a good gateway since you don't need your IT dept to install anything and you already know the kind of functionality available to you. Plus you know the functionality and outcomes you would be programming for. I started fukking with VBA this year and it's been very satisfying.Stick with it bro, you'll get in. The key is to just keep on pumping up your portfolio and to apply to as many companies as possible. Also, if you have a job that you need to use a computer, for example, with excel spreadsheets, write little scripts in python/vba to automate your work. That's a way you can get practice and put something on your resume.