UpAndComing
Veteran
its a long story man. I honestly dont really know. They would say performance and I dont wanna make excuses but I feel like thats a cop out cause on my team I did arguably the most work last year and it was quality work. From a performance standpoint I mightve made some clerical errors but nothing crazy enough. My performance manager thought I deserved a normal performance rating but was overruled by the head of the team I barely work with and I was given the lowest tier rating. I barely even work with the head cause he was based in the UK.
Long story short though i fukked up in two ways
1) I called out somebody on my team for certain biases inhow they recruit or view certain job candidates.
2) I let it slip out during a meeting with the head of the team that i feel like I cant be myself at work (i was the only black person out of ~100 ppl).
Seems like a target was put on me as a result
Firstly, never EVER lose yourself in a job. Don't care if it's a "dream job" or not. That is the first mistake. I can give a fukk about work culture, alot of times it can make co-workers use it as a weapon because now it can hamper your work performance just so you can "fit in". Be yourself more, even if it rubs people the wrong way. Others may say different, but it is what it is. When you are yourself, you show authority to the higher ups, and you perform better with your clients. Not sure if you do a customer facing role, but let your clients talk good about you. Let your work speak for yourself and your clients write good things about you. That gives you more leverage in a work situation
The goal should always to have your superiors respect you, and could care less if they like you. And for your peers at work, if they don't like you, fukk em. I personally never see co-workers as allies, usually see them as adversaries