Real Talk, How many of you coli members were molested as children

[sanityovar8ted]

Some interesting stories in here.
Good thread.
Is messing with drugs common place for people who were
messed with as children ? a good friend of mines had a bad run
with drugs, she eventually went got sober but then turned to
food to fill the void.
When I found out what happened too her, it was
pretty tough to hear.

I used to think that's why I did drugs. Come to find out I just like getting high. I tried to blame it on being molested. But I think me being bipolar schizophrenic is a result of me being molested. But I just like to get high. But nothing too hard a Lil over and cocaine every once in a while. Only thing imma addict behind is weed.

 

[MBwithadream]

I have already admitted in another thread before. It's not something I hide. If there are any questions feel free to hmu.

I'm sorry for your pain.

 

[Azul]

I used to think that's why I did drugs. Come to find out I just like getting high. I tried to blame it on being molested. But I think me being bipolar schizophrenic is a result of me being molested. But I just like to get high. But nothing too hard a Lil over and cocaine every once in a while. Only thing imma addict behind is weed.

I'm sorry ma, but

 

[sanityovar8ted]

I'm sorry for your pain.

I appreciate your sentiment, it took alot for the pain to go away for good.

 

[sanityovar8ted]

I'm sorry ma, but

Lol I meant to type pcp and cocaine. But I get it lol.

 

[getrealeb]

Yep, twice by older female cousins. I suffer from social & generalized anxiety and depression. I don't self-medicate w/ drugs/alcohol. I've never been promiscuous and was actually afraid of the act of sex for quite a while (early on i had an obsession w/ porn though..strange). I feel like I'm pretty well-adjusted, but I'd really like to see a therapist to sort things out.

 

[msims]

this was around the time you just moved out of your dead body filled vacant home you squatted in...in the slums of baltimore around 2003-2004

I can't even come back. ​

 

[electric_fur]

Some interesting stories in here.
Good thread.
Is messing with drugs common place for people who were
messed with as children ? a good friend of mines had a bad run
with drugs, she eventually went got sober but then turned to
food to fill the void.
When I found out what happened too her, it was
pretty tough to hear.

Drug use and other self-harm behaviors are very common.

 

[MikelArteta]

How do yall view sex for the ones who have molested.

And my heart goes out to all of yoiv

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[sanityovar8ted]

How do yall view sex for the ones who have molested.

And my heart goes out to all of yoiv

Sent from royalty using Tapatalk breh

it took me to heal before I stopped using sex as a weapon. I loved it. I was a nympho at a early age. It took counseling to stop using sex as an object to play with. I love sex but I learned it was much better between two people who loved each other.

 

[Insensitive]

Drug use and other self-harm behaviors are very common.

That's sad to hear and unsurprisingly would
be a valid explanation for the things that several
of my friends engage in.

Interesting that you used to go for the bad boys though.
lol.

 

[MikelArteta]

it really fukked me up bad. i started having sex at 13 cuz i thought it was the right thing to do . i got pregnant at 15. repressed the shyt til i got prenant with my daughter and then the nightmares came. i didnt suck dikk again til i was dayum near 30. it took lots of counseling. i became a stay at home mom cuz i wasnt lettting nobody babysit my daughter for fear of the same thing happening to her.im open about it, cuz i feel people should be aware of the tings that happen in families that get covered up. it has made me a better parent cuz its like me and my kids are real cl ose and we have an open relationship. i dont want them to ever feel they cant talk to me about anything. but on the flips side , i have a real freaky side and my head is awesome. but i hafta be in a real good mood to even wanna give head. my husband is real cool he never asks for head cuz he's scared imma have a flashback. he knows to let me do what i do when i wanna. it has taught me alot.

did the person who did this to you get arrested?

or?

have you faced your accuser?

 

[electric_fur]

That's sad to hear and unsurprisingly would
be a valid explanation for the things that several
of my friends engage in.

Interesting that you used to go for the bad boys though.
lol.

Every chick has their bad boy phase. Now I prefer a more mature type of dude that's more stable.

 

[Born2BKing]

im a virgin breh these walls aint been penetrated

Damn, so I know that monkey is tight.

 

[MikelArteta]

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