sanityovar8ted
OG Moma Coli....dat bytch Thowd!!!
how has it effected you social and sexually, if yo udont mind me asking again?
and what was it about him that me him such a demon?
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Real Talk, How many of you coli members were molested as children
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Kilgore Trout
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almost fukked one of my student teachers when i was 14. We did kiss though. 
She wasn't that old, she was like 22. We were going to smash but another teacher overheard us talking inappropriately and ratted us out. I took the fall so she wouldn't get in trouble and I did get thrown some cash. Still never got to smash. 
She wasn't that old, she was like 22. We were going to smash but another teacher overheard us talking inappropriately and ratted us out. I took the fall so she wouldn't get in trouble and I did get thrown some cash. Still never got to smash. 
I was sexually abused when I was a kid. All things considered, I'm relatively well adjusted, but I've had some persistant emotional/mental issues for a while so I started seeing a therapist a couple of months ago.
Turns out he's something of a specialist in sexual abuse, and told me that all of the issues I deal with today (social anxiety, chronic depression, dependency on alcohol, overly submissive nature, etc.) can be traced back to what happened to me as a kid
Turns out he's something of a specialist in sexual abuse, and told me that all of the issues I deal with today (social anxiety, chronic depression, dependency on alcohol, overly submissive nature, etc.) can be traced back to what happened to me as a kid
I don't remember how old I was but the girl was 15-16ish and she taught me how to make out & let me play with her titties & p*ssy. Our moms used to take kick boxin class and she babysat me, her sister and my sister. Their grandpa just sat in the living room and watched the news, never made a peep anytime we were there 
I wouldn't call it moe le station per se
I wouldn't call it moe le station per se
Do you remember the abuse specfically or is it hazy?
do you have dreams on it?
did you try to repress it in later childhood?
and what forced you to confront it directly?
sanityovar8ted
OG Moma Coli....dat bytch Thowd!!!
it really fukked me up bad. i started having sex at 13 cuz i thought it was the right thing to do . i got pregnant at 15. repressed the shyt til i got prenant with my daughter and then the nightmares came. i didnt suck dikk again til i was dayum near 30. it took lots of counseling. i became a stay at home mom cuz i wasnt lettting nobody babysit my daughter for fear of the same thing happening to her.im open about it, cuz i feel people should be aware of the tings that happen in families that get covered up. it has made me a better parent cuz its like me and my kids are real cl ose and we have an open relationship. i dont want them to ever feel they cant talk to me about anything. but on the flips side , i have a real freaky side and my head is awesome. but i hafta be in a real good mood to even wanna give head. my husband is real cool he never asks for head cuz he's scared imma have a flashback. he knows to let me do what i do when i wanna. it has taught me alot.
how has it effected you social and sexually, if yo udont mind me asking again?
and what was it about him that me him such a demon?
HarlemsOwn
RIP Fresh
you know what man....
ill share some shyt
EDIT: nevermind its gonna be too long to write
gawnhead and share fam..
Yeah, they are some of the most vivid memories I have of from childhood. I don't dream about it, though
I always remembered what happened, but I don't think I really understood that it was wrong/abuse until around middle school. As I got older (high school) I tried to tell myself it didn't happen or that it didn't have an effect on me, but eventually the trauma was jeopardizing too much for me to ignore or deny it anymore.
its kind of scary when yout hink of it like 1 in 3 women will be molested before 18 and liek 1 in 5 males
its kinda scary to think the molesters are usually well integrated into society
sanityovar8ted
OG Moma Coli....dat bytch Thowd!!!
It happens more often than people care to admit. I had a homegirl whose older brother was molesting her, all her mom would do is whoop him and he continued. It fukked her up real bad. She didn't get help and turned to drugs. She died young. Her kids found her. Her brother finally went to the own on a rape charge but it was way later after he got old.