so many little observations over last few big weekends, 4th, Comic Con, so many late nights and after parties with a bunch of useless bytches, and my friends I have no interest in even talking to...not like I was before, but it's just more apparent then ever how many of these women in these circles are just idiotic, shallow, vacant of much of anything besides looks, I hear what they have to say to me, and to each other, and just completely lose any interest, I may have had based on looks. Also coming to terms that despite gender roles and expectations I have very little interest in casual sex, or one nights stands, doesn't do very much for me, just not who I am, and never was. Hard to find a quality girl, when you have 6 in front of you all coming from some Playboy party at a downtown club and it's past 2:00 AM....
17 years old? lol come on.. one of my friends is on some bullshyt right now, dating some 21 year old, he's 27, after meeting and talking to her, I was just laughing and shaking my head, she was like a nice naive little girl, like someones little sister, i couldn't even really imagine having sex with her, some guys like that whole younger women thing...i think it's indicative of some type of issue relating to relationships, control, whatever. I usually get along with women better who are older then me, but you still meet some 36 year old acting like she's 25 still.
, i always remember whne i was so nice to this broad etc. that in her mind she thought she had me lol, one day out at the mall im with another broad ansd she sees me, my phone blows up accusing me of cheating and all that. Lol Im like we WERE NEVER TOGETHER, you thought i liked you? im nice to everyone.
