I don't know you personally breh but you sound like the old me.
Probably older than I am too (I assume all coli posters are older than I am). This means you've gone through a lot of cycles where you waste your time with women. On top of that, you don't want to be mature enough to address situations or express how you feel?
There are posters here that posted in the 100s-200s pages and still post to this day talking about they "fall back" now too. Like damn brehs, how you guys been in the dating scene for 7 to 8 years with all these pages on how to deal with women, and you all keep returning to asking bytches what their favorite color is
At some point, people have to realize that when others continue to leave it probably speaks volumes about the person being left than the people leaving.
Like yeah you can learn new tricks and always take something away but bringing issues from your past interactions with new females who have nothing to do with it is one of the worst things you can do.
That's when you start to grow old and have resentment towards women and everything like almost every old head coli poster

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Go ahead and be one of the guys who fall back instead of tryna level up though. I will see you on pg 3777 two-three years from now asking what the newest dating app is.