Met up with my ex last night
Got pizza and went bowling. Talking and kissing and all that bullshyt. A whole bunch of I miss yous from her right
So I end up going back to her place and smash, talk more, I come home, all is good, right

im feeling like that nikka, I finally won. Finally it was me that had the final say in things right
So boom, I wake up this morning and see this bullshyt:
This narcissistic, mentally ill, bipolar, white bytch just put me on blast for all her followers to see, to make matters worse she posted a picture, then came back a whole hour later with a video. Like shyt didn’t leave her mind or something

meeting up was nothing but an ego boost

. When I saw it I swiped up and messaged her and like 15 minutes later, I was blocked
this is just another instance in a long list of instances of this bytch sonning me and continuing to have control.
What makes it so frustrating is the fact that I could have prevented this L, I could have won this time by ignoring her dm, but no I fukked it up
I bet she finds this shyt humorous, popping up and playing with my head whenever she feels like it
There is no way I should keep letting one woman disrespect me like this. I’m about to take a long detox from the Internet/social media and find some self respect
I don’t know what advice I’m looking for this time, maybe some good self help YouTube videos or something I guess idk
Peace