Nah. The girls that Im smashing is just pure physical attraction. Personality wise I have not much in common with them. The ones I actually do like I think I come off as too eager and subconciously push em away, which resorts to me having to fall all the way back to maintain my dignity and self respect.
At this point I'd rather be alone than smashing birds. Ive done it for so long that it doesnt excite me anymore. I'd rather have someone that I have a genuine connection to.
I meet women mainly through dating apps. But I realize I need to go to places Im interested in and see whats out there. But once again, these past few years the juice hasnt been worth the squeeze.
Going forward if I do find someone I genuinely like, I have to calibrate my mind to act like I dont give af about her to get the results I want. But at this point, giving up altogether and focusing on the positives in my life and improving some personal things makes the most tangible sense to me.