Right! And this clown ass nikka didn't even "put God first" like the community drills into you by killing yourself. He was probably homosexual and was "wrestling with his demons" or just a weak nikka in general who was sad over some fukk shyt. It just pisses me off that here we have more black children who are going to grow up without their father. What type of "Pastor" kills himself?
ignore the realities of mental illness, brehs...
imma say this,. and i dont care if i get shyt for it..
but as someone whos struggles with depression, manic depression my whole life.. ive gone years and years wanting to kill myself.. but i don't because i dont want to hurt my mother.. but id be lying if i didn't feel really alone at times and like i have no where to turn and i feel like she doesn't doesnt give a fukk about my feelings. so why should i care? yes, its selfish but when you're in that mental state you just want to end your suffering. it's like drug addiction in a sense, accept you are your own worst enemy, not the drug.
this clearly has more to do with his mental state, than it does with his belief in god. he probably continued to keep faith in god, until ultimately he lost faith and felt alone and that pushed him over the edge.
calling people who struggle with depression "weak" minded shows your inability to understand the severity's of untreated depression