are they expensive I'm cheap as hell?
why can't you wear it?That colour is beautiful.
I wish I could wear nail polish.
If you don't want to spend $15 dollars... You can always buy the wet and wild dupes.
Yes it really is. At the same you coulld potentially lose a good thing trying to guard your heart. It's easier when you havent been hurt before and still have hat naivety about yourself. But when you been there done that, tryna fight those feelings is a freaking hassle.
what the hell am I ranting about anyway?
and he is well aware of this.
Crazy thing is we were laying down & my head was resting on his chest... I told him I have never been so comfortable with a guy before...
Ima just go home LOL
Sister breh, I feel you!! It's all bullshyt, but it's has some merit and worth to it. Hopefully it will be worth it.Yes it really is. At the same you coulld potentially lose a good thing trying to guard your heart. It's easier when you havent been hurt before and still have hat naivety about yourself. But when you been there done that, tryna fight those feelings is a freaking hassle.
Sometimes i just wish i could as emotionless as some people. And even when i try to project that on the outside, on the inside my heart is doing back flips and would probably be crushed lf it didn't work out.
Lol but whatever, i have a feeling that this might be my last time. I know it will work out (god how i hope it does) but if( it wont) it doesnt. Im fukking done with this love shyt. I wont go through this again. And i've never felt the way i do now, i fell fast and hard and usually im way more careful about who i open my heart too.
Anywayyyy
He will never leave me and i will never leave him
Well text me when you get home so I know you're safe
I'm very pessimistic so since I believe the shyt is a disaster, it will be and I'm ok with this being the last go 'round. Some days I feel it's worth it and other times not so much. Being held at night is amazing and I tried to hold myself at night but that shyt ain't quite the same.Intimacy is the shyt, breh!! I love being held or just being close in general. I'm so glad you're experiencing this!
