its not delusion, I have a higher ELO then all the people I normally play shooters with. i was semi-pro in cs when I was younger, I'm naturally good at PC FPS. I average 31 elims and 10 deaths as Soldier 76 and a 60% Win percentage whilst solo queuing and it's still incredibly difficult to actually end up positive after a night of playing elo wise.
Hakosa's Overwatch Profile
i'm in the top 72nd percentile of soldiers in the world and I'm at a relatively average ELO
I'm in the 85th percentile in eliminations per game and
95% percentile for average damage done per game...