Alcohol is good for a broken heart
It's the only thing stopping me from going to her house and airing that bytch out
Her new nikka still ain't safe tho
I'm not dapping you because I approve of your method for coping, but rather... for sharing that personal bit of info.
This time last year, i was dealing with extreme achy breaky heart, but I didn't divert to drugs/liq, attached it head on and took the pain (because quite frankly, funds were running low, so i didn't have loot to spare for recreational vices).
People almost always never know how good they've got it until it's gone.
Man, I gave that broad I had and more. Only to get it proverbially thrown back at my facials. Ugh! So upsets.
I mean i knowed that we were going through rough patches, but the final finger nail in the coffin was that one time where we were face timing, and I noticed that the picture I took with her was no longer on her night stand.
Do you know what it's like to have a dagger to the heart with no blood pouring out? But the tears from your eyes are so intense that it doesn't matter, because you're already swimming in your sorrows.
Gawt damn ya man, hov.
The crazy thing is that I've cut off all contact with that heartless wench (Yeezy taught me a lot of things, but he didnt' tell me not to mess with Armenian women until it was too late; oversized boot wearing a$$hole), but every few months, she'll call.
But i never pick up.
I just stare at my phone screen and the picture of me kissing her pops up and i simpy reminisce over her (I despise her to hell, but I still love her, if that makes scents).
*sighs*
To be a thug in love.
It's never easy.
But understanding such is what separates the men from the mice, the pits from the poodles...
The captains... from the crunch.
Back to the topic at palm,
After a 6 week bout with sobriety (although not by choice, because I had Delcron 3030), i'll be going back to drinking again this weekend.
it was good while it lasted.
But i need to connect with my dark seid and fight some demons, and the only way I can gain access/summon them is through alcohol. Now you know why they call it "spirits".
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