I would be in jail for murder if he was not already in jail.  Aside from my parents and siblings. . She showed me the most love EVER. Now she had her ways. . And we did not agree. But like I said it was never hate or anger. Just we were different. And she was literally one of the nicest people I had ever met in my life.  So I KNEW she did not cause this.  Hell even if she did she is not a physical threat AT ALL. 
 
I visited her two more times and I had to stop. . It was too much brehs. . For one I was feeling hella guilty and petty as fukk!!!  If we never got the divorce that I pushed for this never would have happened. 

  I started thinking and re thinking it. I had a good chick! I let her go back to the wolves and she got eaten. 

    It took me a minute to get over that  feeling to be honest. 
 
     
I would always call her fam and check in. At least 4 times a week. Me and her fam were cool. I spent so much time with them ( forced ) that they were my down south family.  They told me the bad news. She def has brain damage. . Most likely will never have the mental capacity past a 11 year old.   

      That is the age of the kids she was teaching. 

  Her career is done. . . I was 
 
They gave her oldest sister power of attorney for her. So she was taking care of everything. I was like cool. 

  One day her moms called me frantic asking if I can help! I said what?

   Her sister decided to short sell her 4 bedroom house. . Along with all the possessions inside. .  . . . I was 
 
  
Sometimes family is the cruelest brehs. 

   While she was in the hospital. . She short sold the house. .ALL OF HER STUFF TOO.  Sold her car. The truck I got was declared a total loss and the insurance paid the rest of the note off.   But the sis sold all her shyt!! And used the money to buy herself a new house. . . and opened a FAILED used tire shop for her husband. 
 
There was literally nothing I could do. . We were no longer married. . And the house was in her name. She had it before we met.. . . Her moms was sick!!!   Janet had money from the school board and disability. . But it was not a whole lot. . Her savings got eaten up too by therapy and shyt. 

  When she eventually got out of the hospital she moved in with her parents. 
 
They took care of her. . She forgot how to cook, all kinds of shyt mane. 

     I did not want to see her brehs. . It hurt too much. But. . . . . .She would call me once a month. She would think we were still married and she would call and we would chat.    Its like she remembered the good times. . She did not even remember the dude AT ALL. 
