I've been suffering from depression the past year

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I’m sure Jesus would say and feel the same :blessed:
He couldn't save and didnt work miracles for unbelievers. Nor did he fight with the faithless to believe. He said he who does not believe is condemned already. Learn about him from his own words when you get the time
 
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unless you're an especially nutty troll saying you're in a respected or high-powered career I'd usually mildly believe it

but yeah, some people here mix up "their" and "there" and "your" and "you're" daily and have the nerve to claim they're educated and working in some kind of white collar profession
which means they're sitting somewhere on a break from a job at the mall roleplaying as something they're not
pathetic shyt


To be fair microsoft word corrects all my mistakes before I send emails.
 

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My other black coworker is an attractive mixed race women. We’re the only black ppl there

Side with cacs brehs, make yourself look stupid

I’m a dark skinned black male in a 90 percent white county. Shut the f*ck up if you’ve never worked and lived in a county that white
Breh I wasn't sneak dissing you, just saying the truth. I've known dark skin brehs who were handsome :dame:and worked in a mostly white environments. No one messed with them and all the white girls were trying to get at them :yeshrug:. If white people are constantly picking on you (especially white girls) it's because they see you as an easy target. It might be because you are reserved, pose no threat, are ugly, or you're just socially awkward. I remember when I first checked into my first command I checked in with another breh, we were both darkskin. The two of us were treated differently from the jump because he was frail with glasses and reserved while the white dudes were too scared to piss me off because I looked like I would beat their asss :wow:. Also, a white chick tried to pull that disrespectful shyt on me the second week of work. I asked to talk privately to her and told her verbatim: "this isn't high school little girl so you better respect me since I outrank you" in a stern voice:demonic: . Ever since that day that chick says hi to me every morning :russ: on some "good morning Chris how was your morning". My advice to you would be to find a new job since your coworkers already know how you are :yeshrug:. Once you get that new job make sure that you use the first week to show that you're not a pushover and won't take shyt. I guarantee you tat those white females will leave you alone then :yeshrug:.
 
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Breh I wasn't sneak dissing you, just saying the truth. I've known dark skin brehs who were handsome :dame:and worked in a mostly white environments. No one messed with them and all the white girls were trying to get at them :yeshrug:. If white people are constantly picking on you (especially white girls) it's because they see you as an easy target. It might be because you are reserved, pose no threat, are ugly, or you're just socially awkward. I remember when I first checked into my first command I checked in with another breh, we were both darkskin. The two of us were treated differently from the jump because he was frail with glasses and reserved while the white dudes were too scared to piss me off because I looked like I would beat their asss :wow:. Also, a white chick tried to pull that disrespectful shyt on me the second week of work. I asked to talk privately to her and told her verbatim: "this isn't high school little girl so you better respect me since I outrank you" in a stern voice:demonic: . Ever since that day that chick says hi to me every morning :russ: on some "good morning Chris how was your morning". My advice to you would be to find a new job since your coworkers already know how you are :yeshrug:. Once you get that new job make sure that you use the first week to show that you're not a pushover and won't take shyt. I guarantee you tat those white females will leave you alone then :yeshrug:.
Breh They fear me because I’m a tall black man who doesn’t show his teeth for other races

My other black coworker is the exact opposite (light skin, extroverted, befriends cacs, etc) and they trying to get her out too

When will yall learn it doesn’t matter what specific traits a black person has :mindblown:

It’s the skin color and features that matters to them period. I’m reserved around black girls too, no issues. They stay in their lane, I stay in mine but with white women it’s always some passive aggressive shyt, must be a coincidence huh cac :ohhh:

PS: never have any issues with white men because they know not to fu*k with me
 

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This is what I would expect on a site full of athiest,lack of spirituality leads to depression first and foremost so I suggest you dudes dig into your bibles or one of the other religions and take from it what you can. It will surely wake up your spiritualtiy that is dying or dead.

But this is exactly what I have been saying. Many of you are experiencing self hate,from selling your souls. You hate the white man but have been assmiliated by european society and are steadily trying to live up to european ideals and standards of "success" and whats deemed right. You are in hell because of this,Your nature as a black person is disgusted at you and basically just trying to tell you that through your own depression. The idea of depression is to not sit in it,your sitting in it and taking all of the criticism from your subconscious while doing nothing to fight back and prove it wrong. Which is very easy to do btw,you should be in constant competetion with your negative thoughts,as well as knowing when to listen. Because it is trying to lead you to the right direction,until eventually it gives up and realizes its words are falling on deaf ears,and you are a waste and might as well kill yourself. That should actually offend you that your own subconscious is telling you that you ain't shyt,that should really piss you off not send you off crying and talking to therapist. What more motivation do you need besides your subconscious tellin you that you are worthless? the subconscience doesn't just go from step A straight to Z. Its gradually been telling you that in so many ways but you wouldn't listen. Time to sit down,write out a list of things to do that would truly make you happy. Realistic things that are not based on what society and your loved ones have to say about it.

The most back part of our nature is survival instinct and self preservation. If you have even a little bit of nuts it should piss you off that your thoughts are telling you its checkout time,its bored,its ready to go. Alot of you should get mad starting today.Stop the assimilation of the european mindset you view yourself under. Your hating yourself on two fronts,as a black man hating the inner european you have adopted. And the inner european in you hating what you are as a black person.

Don't blame being a black man for this,non europeanized/assimilated black folks are some of the happiest in the world. Which is bad in other ways,but not as bad as this depression talk.
 

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This thread scares me because I know the feeling and then having to be around people where I'm fronting like I'm okay and etc. Then those thoughts such as the one that I'm having right now such as "I have nothing to live for" that really are painful because deep down, Im believing more and more that its true the older I get. What exactly is my future? I feel like I'm a loser and I'm really trying to tell myself to keep going though I feel like giving up.

I also don't feel like going to the head doctor because they don't care. It's all "you have to get well by yourself" shyt. I don't want to be on pills and I don't want to be talking to someone who is indirectly going to tell me to snap out of it and get going where I'll regret even going there. It was like "I was better off not going" or "I'm just fine". I'm just so sick and tired of feeling like I'm going nowhere and then wanting someone or anyone to save me or my life to have purpose or meaning. I'm just existing at this point and am too embarrassed to even let those that know me even know what's going on or that I feel this way then again nobody cares. I don't want to be told "it's okay" or this bullshyt. I just want those around me that know me to get it so when I'm alone, resting in bed sleeping and not bothering or not socializing or hiding from everybody, they get it. I don't know what else to do but give up
 

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This is what I would expect on a site full of athiest,lack of spirituality leads to depression first and foremost so I suggest you dudes dig into your bibles or one of the other religions and take from it what you can. It will surely wake up your spiritualtiy that is dying or dead.

But this is exactly what I have been saying. Many of you are experiencing self hate,from selling your souls. You hate the white man but have been assmiliated by european society and are steadily trying to live up to european ideals and standards of "success" and whats deemed right. You are in hell because of this,Your nature as a black person is disgusted at you and basically just trying to tell you that through your own depression. The idea of depression is to not sit in it,your sitting in it and taking all of the criticism from your subconscious while doing nothing to fight back and prove it wrong. Which is very easy to do btw,you should be in constant competetion with your negative thoughts,as well as knowing when to listen. Because it is trying to lead you to the right direction,until eventually it gives up and realizes its words are falling on deaf ears,and you are a waste and might as well kill yourself. That should actually offend you that your own subconscious is telling you that you ain't shyt,that should really piss you off not send you off crying and talking to therapist. What more motivation do you need besides your subconscious tellin you that you are worthless? the subconscience doesn't just go from step A straight to Z. Its gradually been telling you that in so many ways but you wouldn't listen. Time to sit down,write out a list of things to do that would truly make you happy. Realistic things that are not based on what society and your loved ones have to say about it.

The most back part of our nature is survival instinct and self preservation. If you have even a little bit of nuts it should piss you off that your thoughts are telling you its checkout time,its bored,its ready to go. Alot of you should get mad starting today.Stop the assimilation of the european mindset you view yourself under. Your hating yourself on two fronts,as a black man hating the inner european you have adopted. And the inner european in you hating what you are as a black person.

Don't blame being a black man for this,non europeanized/assimilated black folks are some of the happiest in the world. Which is bad in other ways,but not as bad as this depression talk.

Some people become atheist from believing too hard and ending up in the same place anyway. Religion did nothing but make my life ten times harder than it is now.
 

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This thread scares me because I know the feeling and then having to be around people where I'm fronting like I'm okay and etc. Then those thoughts such as the one that I'm having right now such as "I have nothing to live for" that really are painful because deep down, Im believing more and more that its true the older I get. What exactly is my future? I feel like I'm a loser and I'm really trying to tell myself to keep going though I feel like giving up.

I also don't feel like going to the head doctor because they don't care. It's all "you have to get well by yourself" shyt. I don't want to be on pills and I don't want to be talking to someone who is indirectly going to tell me to snap out of it and get going where I'll regret even going there. It was like "I was better off not going" or "I'm just fine". I'm just so sick and tired of feeling like I'm going nowhere and then wanting someone or anyone to save me or my life to have purpose or meaning. I'm just existing at this point and am too embarrassed to even let those that know me even know what's going on or that I feel this way then again nobody cares. I don't want to be told "it's okay" or this bullshyt. I just want those around me that know me to get it so when I'm alone, resting in bed sleeping and not bothering or not socializing or hiding from everybody, they get it. I don't know what else to do but give up

breh,you are an admitted proud homosexual what do you expect god to be able to help you with?What do you expect your family to be able to help you with and see?If you are actually proud in real life and out of the closet,they see the same thing you do. They see there is absolutely no future in that lifestyle and are sad for you.
The sad thing is you have been brainwashed,you will believe you have a mental problem when it comes to depression and need to see a head doctor.
But will not admit you have a problem that is homosexuality and going against nature,this is if you really are a homo and not trollling btw.
Its time for you to turn back to religion the right way,bear the cross of having a mental defect that is unfortunate. And hopefully with time I personally believe there is a possibility it can be reversed. Not that I would want that for a a woman,but I'm sure its possible even if you are honest. Then you can have children,have a family who gets to see you happy which will make you happy,have kids who give a damn which will make you happy. Your lack of happiness is due to you not flat out rejecting sin against nature,or attempting to combat it. I'm not going to tell you to combat depression,I'm going to tell you combat the homosexuality. Abstain,abstain abstain from that lifestyle in full. Then watch some porno with some of the finest black women out there(girl on girl) and you might be able to make a positive step. At least you would be fighting against whats REALLY making you unhappy.

And don't hit me in my pms nikka:henbron:,but feel free to let us know publically if you have made the right moves. I will pray for all the homosexuals,assimilateds,c00ns and athiest of thecoli. Yall have to start listening to your subconscience,it will tell you the truth.
 

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Breh shut your ass up. Every other post from you be some ignorant shyt. You probably one of the main ones depressed here and use TheColi to let off your anxieties and bullshyt on everyone else. Ohh ohh but let me guess "don't you got a sex toy hahaha" , "how's your sex toy doing?" :comeon: like stfu nikka, you corny as fukk

I think Breh is from the UK.
Besides liking hiphop He will never relate.

yeah i troll, who doesn't
i was depressed for 2 years straight, do you know what you do? you analyze yourself and get through, man up boy, take your time black man

hungerpain you you quote him saying im from the uk, maybe you need to visit other places more and see how people live
 
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