I've been suffering from depression the past year

[director_of_bands]

not my nkka string:ohhbama:yall might need to get on this bitterness wave...bitter nkkas got to much pride to be found slumpt over and depressed we always got fish to fry even if it's from 20 years ago...

 

[MikelArteta]

A lot of people feel this way. I see myself gone no later than 55. That's up from 40 so maybe as I age life will become more bearable, who knows?

recently i bee reading books on people who have been declared dead but hve come back heaven and the peace all talk about seems great

not saying ima kill myself, but i no longer fear death

on some if i found out i had cancer i wouldn't even get chemo and just count down till i meet my maker

 

[FreedMind]

I've been dealing with a steady depression and anxiety since about August. It truly is terrible.

You'd be surprised at how many people go through that shyt tho... I've chopped it up with a lot of small business owners, and they are all going through it in some form or another.

 

[thekingsmen]

Me too and that's why my posts come off as hostile sometimes.

My health is failing me and I feel like a prisoner in my own body.

 

[AuntAnniesPretzels]

As someone already said, a lot of people feel that way

What if you have thoughts of about being tourtued in hell.

Then scratch the third bullet off the list. That's the only thing that kept me from even doing it because family,. love ones, and eternal damnation

This is the only thing stopping me. If there’s even a 1 pct chance of that, it’s gonna be a no from me dawg

Almost makes life feel like slavery sometimes.

I want to move to the hood one day, like the hood hood and just help people, do charity, etc and hopefully one day some crash test dummy puts me out of my misery

 

[Dont@Me]

Been had it since like 9.
shyt is ass,life is ass only thing I cope with is money.
Thats what happens when youre too aware for your own good.
Gift and a curse.
Moreso a curse for your average person.

Yup.
it goes:

fukk being a conscious person in this society.

Doubly fukk being a black male in this society

TRIPLY fukk being a conscious black male in this society

QUADRUPLY fukk BEING A CONSCIOUS BLACK MALE LIVING IN A WHITE TOWN INSIDE OF A WHITE SUPREMACIST SOCIETY

 

[ISO]

 

[yung Herbie Hancock]

What if you have thoughts of about being tourtued in hell.

 

[ReadOneBookAWeek]

No one knows what the true cause of depression is. You sound like an idiot now cuz genetics, abuse, drug use can all contribute to depression. Have compassion for people and stop sounding judgemental.

Ok. Live the rest of your life dwelling in hopeless misery. You have the right to do that

 

[AuntAnniesPretzels]

Yup.
it goes:

fukk being a conscious person in this society.

Doubly fukk being a black male in this society

TRIPLY fukk being a conscious black male in this society

QUADRUPLY fukk BEING A CONSCIOUS BLACK MALE LIVING IN A WHITE TOWN INSIDE OF A WHITE SUPREMACIST SOCIETY

These white women at my job are legit trying to get me and my other black coworker fired

Like campaigning to our supervisor to fire us...

I can’t wait to move to a overwhelmingly non white city where I hope to never interact with a single white women ever again.

Shyts driven me insane

 

[Jim Cornette]

every conscious black male fights depression and bouts of hopelessness..

you ain't alone brother..I'm sure 99% of the posters on this board feel the same.

its draining...

 

[yung Herbie Hancock]

These white women at my job are legit trying to get me and my other black coworker fired

Like campaigning to our supervisor to fire us...

I can’t wait to move to a overwhelmingly non white city where I hope to never interact with a single white women ever again.

Shyts driven me insane

No offense breh but it sounds like you're unattractive and/or socially awkwad based on how you say that women always try to be mean to you. If this describes you then IDK what to tell you except to get a new job. Women will try to get an unattractive and/or socially awkward breh fired it is what it is. All I can tell you to do is find a job with low amounts of women (S.T.E.M.). Why would you even pick a job that has mostly women when you aren't a people's person .

 

[yung Herbie Hancock]

A lot of people feel this way. I see myself gone no later than 55. That's up from 40 so maybe as I age life will become more bearable, who knows?

Most old people live their lives through their kids and gradkids because at that point that's the only purpose that they have. if you're childless at that age life will be unbearable . I remember reading somewhere that suicide rates among childless middle aged men and women was significantly larger than that of middle aged people with kids.

 

[AuntAnniesPretzels]

No offense breh but it sounds like you're unattractive and/or socially awkwad based on how you say that women always try to be mean to you. If this describes you then IDK what to tell you except to get a new job. Women will try to get an unattractive and/or socially awkward breh fired it is what it is. All I can tell you to do is find a job with low amounts of women (S.T.E.M.). Why would you even pick a job that has mostly women when you aren't a people's person .

My other black coworker is an attractive mixed race women. We’re the only black ppl there

Side with cacs brehs, make yourself look stupid

I’m a dark skinned black male in a 90 percent white county. Shut the f*ck up if you’ve never worked and lived in a county that white

 

[Dad]

Ok. Live the rest of your life dwelling in hopeless misery. You have the right to do that

I’m sure Jesus would say and feel the same