So much this.
Just last week, I felt led to delete my hip hop albums and play games that are not too dark. Next thing I know that I felt a little bit at ease since most of the media that I consume was on a negative aspect. It's no different from the food you eat. I keep lecturing my son of how much fast food changes your mood and etc, unless it's heavily moderated.
Bottom line, its all in moderation. When you watch a violent movie, switch it up with a 1940s romantic flick. Listen to trap music, bump some jazz to balance it out. It's all in how you want to go by in life.
a lot of truth in this here. What we consume affects us a lot.
To op @String Bell prayers with you fam. I deal with it too. I can say from personal experience that medicine and therapy have changed my life.