I've been suffering from depression the past year

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I would never kill myself, but I understand how ppl end up doing it. shyt is actually painful mentally and physically. Nothing makes you happy for more than a fleeting moment and you see the negative in everything. I might have to see a therapist because it is becoming unbearable. This world is the black man's hell.

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now it makes sense why u would come on here bragging about 400 dollar shoes

take some time to meditate and find ur inner being
 

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This world is the black man's hell.

Me too and that's why my posts come off as hostile sometimes.

My health is failing me and I feel like a prisoner in my own body.

Life is trash rn :francis:

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yikes...I can't relate to any of this. Life just keeps getting better and better for me, year after year, I can't believe it sometimes. Grateful to God every day :blessed:

Now I don't know if my thoughts have any real effect on my circumstances, but I try to stay positive no matter what. No good can come of this level of pessimism.

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You can never cure depression, only hope to contain it.
I kinda disagree. You have to get away from toxic people, foods, drugs and lifestyles to begin to heal. Gotta cut family members off if theyre poison as well.

Grew up so introverted I couldn't even hold a conversation until I started working in sales and that exposed me to people everyday, forcing me to communicate at length.

I was so "depressed" I was smoking 10-12 blunts a day for 10-12 years, since I was 16-17.

What's changed my life was pursuing the purpose God gave me and having faith in Him. I was a hardcore scientific athiest until my search for truth and understanding this world led me to the Bible. There I found all the answers to my problems. However applying Bible principles to my life and overcoming my toxic thinking, habits and environment be took a decade.

No matter how low I felt I knew I had a purpose and gifts that would blossom into the fulfillment I was looking for in life.

There is a cure for depression and it's called self love. But I didn't love myself until I learned how much the Most High / Christ loved me. I found love in God...not family, girls or friends.

Faith saved me and I can honestly say if you believe that if you focus on bettering yourself for GOD & Yourself you can be healed. But if you're looking for validation and love from earthly things you will never be healed.

Work with GOD and work on yourself...he will work everything out for you...just keep fighting.

And no I'm not talking about white Jesus, because believe it or not, black people in America are ISRAELITES (not cac jews) and the same blood that ran through Moses, Elijah, Solomon, David, Christ is the same blood in our veins. You are the greatest bloodline on Earth and that is why Satan and his servants attack us the most. They know we are the kryptonite to their evil.

I'm 29 and it's was a long dark road but I made it .You will too if you never lose faith
 

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I would never kill myself, but I understand how ppl end up doing it. shyt is actually painful mentally and physically. Nothing makes you happy for more than a fleeting moment and you see the negative in everything. I might have to see a therapist because it is becoming unbearable. This world is the black man's hell.

:francis:

Please speak to a professional, I hope you get through this
 

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I would never kill myself, but I understand how ppl end up doing it. shyt is actually painful mentally and physically. Nothing makes you happy for more than a fleeting moment and you see the negative in everything. I might have to see a therapist because it is becoming unbearable. This world is the black man's hell.

:francis:

Seek therapy breh, I’ve never talked to a shrink myself cause I can’t divulge my demented thoughts to a stranger, but it works for a lot of folks.

Me too and that's why my posts come off as hostile sometimes.

My health is failing me and I feel like a prisoner in my own body.

Been had it since like 9.
shyt is ass,life is ass only thing I cope with is money.
Thats what happens when youre too aware for your own good.
Gift and a curse.
Moreso a curse for your average person.

I suffered from it for some time, and my biggest regret now is that I never saw a therapist

Go and see someone if you're up for it breh

Get help breh. You can’t do it alone. Meds, therapy, counseling and familial/friend support takes off the edge. You can feel better. I struggle with bad depression, anxiety and full blown mania and psychosis. Best thing is to relax, unplug and seek support like other breh have said

Had it since birth.the gene lottery slotted me a melancholy personality.Whole life's one big endless night.

That's why I laugh like a fukking horse when I do laugh.

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Thus the MooseMouthMthafuga

You're not the only one breh:mjcry: we can only hide in our coli aliases for soo long

It's depression season vol.4 @Rarely-Wrong Liggins :lupe:
 

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I kinda disagree. You have to get away from toxic people, foods, drugs and lifestyles to begin to heal. Gotta cut family members off if theyre poison as well.

Grew up so introverted I couldn't even hold a conversation until I started working in sales and that exposed me to people everyday, forcing me to communicate at length.

I was so "depressed" I was smoking 10-12 blunts a day for 10-12 years, since I was 16-17.

What's changed my life was pursuing the purpose God gave me and having faith in Him. I was a hardcore scientific athiest until my search for truth and understanding this world led me to the Bible. There I found all the answers to my problems. However applying Bible principles to my life and overcoming my toxic thinking, habits and environment be took a decade.

No matter how low I felt I knew I had a purpose and gifts that would blossom into the fulfillment I was looking for in life.

There is a cure for depression and it's called self love. But I didn't love myself until I learned how much the Most High / Christ loved me. I found love in God...not family, girls or friends.

Faith saved me and I can honestly say if you believe that if you focus on bettering yourself for GOD & Yourself you can be healed. But if you're looking for validation and love from earthly things you will never be healed.

Work with GOD and work on yourself...he will work everything out for you...just keep fighting.

And no I'm not talking about white Jesus, because believe it or not, black people in America are ISRAELITES (not cac jews) and the same blood that ran through Moses, Elijah, Solomon, David, Christ is the same blood in our veins. You are the greatest bloodline on Earth and that is why Satan and his servants attack us the most. They know we are the kryptonite to their evil.

I'm 29 and it's was a long dark road but I made it .You will too if you never lose faith

Self love isn’t a cure all for depression. Self love is a key to survival. Religious people that have insurmountable faith still suffer from depression. While boundaries are important nothing cures depression - it’s something you live with.
 

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Self love isn’t a cure all for depression. Self love is a key to survival. Religious people that have insurmountable faith still suffer from depression. While boundaries are important nothing cures depression - it’s something you live with.
There are always trials and tribulations but depression comes from self loathing. Hating yourself and hating your life.
 

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You're going to see more people wilding out in the future. I just hope they stop shooting innocents in the club and go after the real ills of society. I'm not a conspiracy minded person but all of these mass shootings and no one is going after Sally Mae, government offices or even payday loans or leasing offices? It's always just random people. If you want to make a statement, make a statement. Shooting up randoms isn't a statement. There are rare times I think there's more at work behind these shootings. The thoughts are fleeting but they are there.
 

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There are always trials and tribulations but depression comes from self loathing. Hating yourself and hating your life.

:what: No one knows what the true cause of depression is. You sound like an idiot now cuz genetics, abuse, drug use can all contribute to depression. Have compassion for people and stop sounding judgemental.
 
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