Man, I been through real depression where you’re looking at medication thinking about taking the whole bottle down. I been locked up in the crazy house, where they drug you so much you stuck in there like a zombie. Depression never really goes away you just learn how to keep it down for a bit. That was back when I was 19 I’m 25 now do I still get depressed here and there? Of course nikka life ain’t easy. People on here giving you advice and you’re just not taking it. The fact you’re able to open up and have somebody listen to you????? That’s a blessing some people don’t have that. I don’t want to down play what you’re sad about, but a lot of these girls just aren’t worth it. You should not be stressing over no girl that’s 18 my nikka they do not know who they are yet. A 18 year girl can not help grow as a man, and that’s just straight facts. If all you’re sad about is p*ssy you need to just not worry about p*ssy breh. GOD FORBID you hook up with one of these young birds and think y’all in love, then she leave you and you literally jump off a cliff.
Work and stack your bread my nikka...it’s a pandemic fukk the club..find a hobby you’re thinking too much.