Damn yous a scumbag
But I understand where you coming from. I just got married and wanna cheat all the time
It'll never end. You will always think about what the booty smells like of the barista making your coffee.
You see your co-worker who initially was ugly as fck but it is now "decent".
You will want to smash fat women, old women, women with a single hair on their chest but insist on wearing low cut shirts, ugly women. It never ends breh. Never.
But you just got to ignore it. That's it. To me it's like being drunk. I know what that's like. It's a great feeling. I look at people who smoke and drink and think "Damn how fcking lucky". It's such a great feeling to get drunk and wake up in a ditch or puke all over the streets. I want to get drunk all the time especially after a stressful day but I just ignore it. That decision isn't worth the consequences.