well, it's not really y'all fault, but my fukking family are pest. MY grandmother does not get out of character of acting like she is crazy talking crazy asking crazy question hitting me over the head since I was born with bullshyt. My uncle nonstop complaining repeating to hate on me, screaming, fighting, crisis. I never met a bunch of people more retarded than my family. I just want to love them cus i do love them but i also hate them. It's wild but i really want to love all the way but they got orders from satan and prob hate my living guts. it is what it is.