I ended up finding a better place, closer to campus. I decided not to send that email, and to just deal with the person until situations change, but i have to be careful who i put trust in. a lot of people talk trustworthy talk, but they know nothing of the practice of it. ive had to let go some anger, but at the same time, being smart and returning kindness for evil shows independence. independent of how fukked up you do me, you cant stop me from my goals, and cant stop my happiness.
hundred times better, thanks for asking.