I was just about to touch on this. I have enough common sense to know your twerk videos, big "girl", I do what I want act, comes from a place of hurt.
You aren't being sexual. There's a difference between sexual and foolishness and what you and most girls who have your mentality engage in is foolishness.
STD's = foolishness
You were more than likely never a "good girl" because your definition of good is obviously fkced up. I don't buy your "act". Hurt people do hurt things and you are heading down a dangerous path.
1. Either you end up with a STD(which most likely you've already done.
2. Unwanted pregnancy(coming soon)
3. Or both
You have all the makings of being the 39 year old single mother of two who has a mental breakdown and confesses their whorish past in the middle of church. I've seen it with my own eyes. Not surprising that her teenage daughter was just starting her whorish ways.
I've seen this movie before.