If friends who have children are suckers, what are individuals that have children but act like they dont exist, friend? Now is a good time to acknowledge your childs existence and take some due diligence to raise your seed. As time goes on the child will want to know
"why doesnt my father love me mommy* -
and he will possibly seek you out. What will you say to your seed? *sorry taking care of you seemed like a suckuh move so i bounced* This is a satanic way of thinking. Its obvious the dark spirits have taken you over but its never to late to realize you're demoralizing yourself and to make a concentrated effort to be a father to the life that you created but now pretend doesnt exist. Its as is you literally Forgot you had a kid. Hopefully, God willing, if you start being Father now, your seed wont remember how you feel at this moment toward him. Lets be men, lets be responsible and lastly, lets not be so demonic, friend.