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I'm realizing that she has become my best friend, I truly love her but she's just status. I stopped half way through, due to fear of catching a murder case. After I took the gag out of her mouth, she said it was cool that I couldn't do this type of shyt. Later on that night as I'm laying in bed with her, staring at the ceiling with the face I realize that she's crying I ask her whats wrong and she turns around with snot hanging out of her nose and blood shot eyes and says "you're gonna leave me aren't you" I told her it wasn't that serious and to man up.(I'll explain later) The next day we went out and had a nice time, coffee, biking in Venice, and then we saw batman but the whole time in the back of my mind, all I was thinking about was how much danger this relationship is in and if we break up how to get out it with our friendship still in tact. I also spent half the day trying to hide the face.
On one hand, she's really dope, I love being with her and she makes me better(corny but true) On the other hand
Should I try and get past this and stay with her? She said she could do without it and that she only said I was getting boring to try and coax me into going through with the...deed. She said she would take a polygraph test to prove it and I don't think she's bluffing. What would you do in my situation? I'd really appreciate real answers.
"Man up and whip me harder you fukk"..."I don't do safe words now gag me"
All you guys need to know about how that night went.
Lol jokes aside I would stick with her only if your truly believe she can do without it. She sounds like she feels rejected and judged by you. Its sad, but you have to be honest with yourself. Can you stay with her knowing in the back of her mind she really wants the rough stuff and youre not willing to do it?