What do you think about having white women (or asian) as your preference? I know there's a lot of people like that on here. I just look at it as
I know it's a preference, but why not a black chick though? There aint nothing wrong with us. Before all that "darkskinned girls got attitudes" chill. I like lightskinned girls myself but aint nothing wrong with my dark chocolate women. I like Latinas as well but thats not the point anyway. So what made you like white women?
WHAT?
I'm going to be 100% with ya'll as usual because I'm not ashamed of who I am, what I felt, and what I currently feel. These are some of the ingredients that made me.
The brainwashing of our people begins at a very young age. We are conditioned to subconciously hate ourselves and see and seek beauty through the standards of whiteness. I know this because I was victim of said conditioning.
Now some of our parents and loved ones got on us quick, taught us to love ourselves, our women, our people, our culture, etc and never had to endure that.
Others, such as myself, got caught in the trap. Thankfully I was able to unplug myself from that deception. When I was a kid I thought of black people, my people, as ugly...undesireable. I thought our women were below standard and that blonde hair, blue eyes, and thin lips were what true beauty was about. All my friends were white, I hated rap music, and being around my people made me uncomfortable as fukk.
To be honest it was a miracle I escaped that because I was Uncle Tomming it up REAL heavy. It was through my deep, passionate love for a young black woman I went to school with and a spiritual awakening from God that I was able to free myself from the bondage of self hatred and truly begin to love my people. It's been 12 years (I'm 23) and I have not looked back since.
I now find white women to be incredibly unattractive and solely seek black women for physical companionship. Some of us never escaped though...hence the "pawg worship" and black women bashing. It's sad, but I was them, so I sympathize. The white dominated and white produced media gets to working on us early as fukk.
Thankfully I went through that so my children won't have to go through that. Lol.