Yeah it really did actually. Both you and
@Rawtid opened up my eyes to shyt I was too arrogant to reflect on before, with you coming from the perspective of my boys and her from the perspective of my targets. That's why I love thecoli, we say it's a lot of weird nikkas on here and while that's absolutely true there's also some solid people here to politic with and learn from.
I was out at a block party last night and all I could think about was my nikkas complaints and this thread and I was like NOPE! let me just try to chill. Went home feeling incomplete because I didn't bag anything but it was otherwise a good time. I gotta shake the feeling of "losing" whenever I don't get at women when I'm outside, because honestly I don't even feel in my element unless I'm tryna make every situation sexy
Yeah man I noticed I didn't really have this problem in college. We all was young n dumb n the mission every night was to bag a chick, and if you got multiple in the same spot you was the man. I was the king of that shyt and it only got worse when I started throwing my own parties and could bring em to my room while the shyt was still going on. Problem is my college friends wasn't my neighborhood friends so when I got back home I never really adjusted to a normal way of living. Everybody grew up now they tryna be all mature n shyt and Im still walking into every function scanning the menu like
I can see how people who never had this problem could take what I'm saying as though I think the shyt is cute, but nah. I've finally started to wake up and it's definitely time for a change