Happiest dude I knew growing up was one of my cousins, he always used to come around then he stopped. come to find out he killed himself. years later I find out he had survived a murder suicide attempt when he was younger by his mother and she had killed some of his siblings and attempted to kill herself. he had survived, was the chillest easiest going guy then he just was gone after living through all that.My sister in law's brother committed suicide in Dec 2019. We always hung out at Xmas party, Thanksgiving, Birthday Party, BBQ cookout, etc. He was always seem happy to me and he was mad chill as fukk. When I found out my brother told me shyt hit me and was in shock. Some people good at hiding.