You are thinking about God in the Judeo-Christian and religious sense. There isn't a person that has walked this earth that has talked to God. There is a very real possibility that God is ambivalent to our existence. It is my personal belief that God cares for humanity as a species but is apathetic to the lives of people in general. But don't quote me on that, I'm just a young nikka trying to live life until I can't lol.
AND YET...you claim your prayers are going somewhere.
You're accepting the premise god exists without testing the premise...if god actually exists.


I know that our lives are a trial set by God. These temptation that come our way are a test from him. He wants to see if we'll take it or not. Good thing for me half the time I don't fall for it. I try my best to fight it off. I don't want to burn in hell for all of eternity. I'm too pretty!