So basically life is like a torture chamber in the Saw movies and God is like Jigsaw. He already judged you from your birth that you're a POS but then throws you a set of instructions for you to redeem yourself. The instructions seem to be unclear and unaligned with your reality yet you're expected to follow them. Then if you die, you're being judged based on your ability to follow those instructions and your will for redemption. If you don't you suffer for eternity but if you do, you get the chance to live among other survivors of this game called life, who may or may not be your love ones or people you actually care about.