Alpha Male
Spare me your daps
i dabbled in high school but i didn't really start smoking heavy until 24-25. I'm 32 now.
honestly in the beginning weed was a very positive outlet for me. brought me closer to my own emotions and I discovered my spirituality. weed helped me learn things about myself I never even knew was there to begin with. The knowledge I gained as a result of smoking weed led me on the path towards my career. plus everything was just more enjoyable when I was high.
but for the past several years it hasn't been about that at all...now I needed it to just to function. I smoke when I wake up, before the gym, before work, before going out, before bed... whether i was in a good mood, bad mood, or just bored. I've become too dependent on it.
Which is why I'm thinking of quitting. I feel like I'm at a standstill with everything and I'm hoping quitting will help me get to the next level.
Just wondering if anyone here has any positive experiences to share for inspiration.
honestly in the beginning weed was a very positive outlet for me. brought me closer to my own emotions and I discovered my spirituality. weed helped me learn things about myself I never even knew was there to begin with. The knowledge I gained as a result of smoking weed led me on the path towards my career. plus everything was just more enjoyable when I was high.
but for the past several years it hasn't been about that at all...now I needed it to just to function. I smoke when I wake up, before the gym, before work, before going out, before bed... whether i was in a good mood, bad mood, or just bored. I've become too dependent on it.
Which is why I'm thinking of quitting. I feel like I'm at a standstill with everything and I'm hoping quitting will help me get to the next level.
Just wondering if anyone here has any positive experiences to share for inspiration.