i dabbled in high school but i didn't really start smoking heavy until 24-25. I'm 32 now.
honestly in the beginning weed was a very positive outlet for me. brought me closer to my own emotions and I discovered my spirituality. weed helped me learn things about myself I never even knew was there to begin with. The knowledge I gained as a result of smoking weed led me on the path towards my career. plus everything was just more enjoyable when I was high.
but for the past several years it hasn't been about that at all...now I needed it to just to function. I smoke when I wake up, before the gym, before work, before going out, before bed... whether i was in a good mood, bad mood, or just bored. I've become too dependent on it.
Which is why I'm thinking of quitting. I feel like I'm at a standstill with everything and I'm hoping quitting will help me get to the next level.
Just wondering if anyone here has any positive experiences to share for inspiration.