Studies show atheists are more prone to depression and kill themselves at a higher rate then people who believe in God. You already are talking like a depressed individual. Making excuses as to why you cant do this and you cant do that. I just told you to read the book of proverbs and Corinthians. Those books are filled with knowledge that will speak to whatever you are going through in life friend.
You have to excercise more. Also, get back in touch with more of your family members and spend more time with people that love you and spend time being around them.
"Every day, there is more and more evidence," says Harvard Medical School psychiatrist John J. Ratey, MD, the author of Spark: The Revolutionary New Science of Exercise and the Brain. "There are very good placebo control studies comparing antidepressants and exercise, and the effect on mood is the same."
In one 2005 study conducted by researchers at the University of Texas Southwestern Medical Center, 30 minutes of moderately intense exercise five days a week reduced symptoms of depression by nearly half after 12 weeks.
Although Ratey holds that exercise is an effective treatment for depression, that doesn’t mean he thinks that all patients should give up their medication or talk therapy in favor of working out.
"I’m not opposed to medication," he says. "And when someone is very depressed, you want everything going [to treat that person]."
You seem to be big on science, perhaps you should become brolic and then tell me if you're still depressed instead of giving up so quickly, friend.
I've already read that sh1t and it was cool but I feel like for me personally as a demon.... the only kind of religious philosophy that really helps me sometimes is Zen Buddhist. Proverbs just never did much for me (even when I wasn't a demon) But it does seem to work for other people.However It's "inspirational" text felt like basic generic common sense.
Alan Watts hits my G spot tho ....no homo
I'll test it out (working out) and let u know how I feel next Tuesday.
Got that Insanity workout dvd lying around the crib but never bothered watching it cause video games just seemed more interesting to me than working out, I'll give it a try tho