Someone like Gotti, or myself, you won't catch crying in public, but on the low, by myself, is when I would feel that more. Or giving interviews talking about his brothers death. None of that. Posting on instagram. He's going to keep that close.
My homie died in 2021 on a Wednesday, and on Friday, if you saw me on Sunset at Merois, with a girl, rooftop, you would think I was loving my life.
but you wouldn't see me waking up from nightmares of him dying and all that shyt. I cry about that on the low all the time, no one would see that though.
you have to keep your head up, and keep moving, or you might spin out entirely. Lose your head. You take a loss, you face it, and and get right back to it. I was back on it the same night.