I feel you on that. I used to be really heavy on the philosphpy and intellectual side, still am, but once I started getting into yoga and meditation the idea of "moving" towards a personal relationship or realization has resonated with me more than anything.Honestly the way I look at it is, the "truth" can be any one of the religions out there, a combo of different ones, or none of them can be true.
Christianity could also be "The Truth" (or aspects of it).
I'm not God, so all I can do is study, and look into the most likely scenario(s), and decide what "Resonates" best with me.
Once again I was raised in the Black Christian Church, I still attend sometimes with family.
My personal belief is that there is a God, I've felt the "presence" of God in the Church in worship, and in my own individual prayer, and expressions of gratitude towards "The Divine".
I feel that same "Presence" when I listen to Gospel music, if you've ever felt that "Presence", then you know what I'm talking about.
We all should be trying to get to the "Truth", which could be something you are familiar with, so something you are not.
I like how in the kemetic tradition there was that emphasis on both seeking and embodying ma'at. At the moment im just glad I graduated from being so pessimistic about life and working towards being open minded enough to hear the truth when it passes through