You don't have to be strong for us,there are esteem issues here that have to be confronted. Problem is they may not be esteem issues related to your looks,as you get plenty of love there and in your former line of work. That has allowed you to mask your other esteem issues all this time,but you need to confront them now before the inevetible day that you fall off and can't gain esteem in that area.
1.There is no such thing as a woman who isn't sensitive and takes no offense,stop lying to us.
2.You should be ashamed and this is god telling you to take ownership of the shame that comes with being a whoreish hellhound,but you then you can move on from there. Once you can take ownership of the shame,then you find pride in becoming righteous.
3.You lash out when you humble yourself and attempt to carry yourself in a non threatning/intimidating fashion and then people still come at you sideways. You will never get better until you stop trying to be what you think people need or want you to be. Hit my inbox if you need further counseling,I am righteously attached and cross no lines,I've already had a couple of takers.
Life lesson for you all today,and Brolic Scholar be a man and take responsibility for what you did,you violated two women with one stone throw. And as men we always should take the high road,not inviting women to the pig pen
Feel free to hit up my inbox as well.