Day 21. Idk why I started this in October. I can't stop now. Been doing yoga and working out upon waking up. I'm not bad. I feel okay. Stable.
WARNING!!!: November is NoFap
- Thread starter African Peasant
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Remember men suffering is good for the soul. Temperance is the mark of a man.
Neo. The Only. The One.
THE ONE
I'm doing this while doing a lot of fasting at the same time. I am dropping all this weight I put on during the pandemic while at the same time getting my mind right. I feel like I'm cleansing my mind and body simultaneously.
With that being said, yall boy almost messed up in the middle of the night.
It took everything in me, every single ounce of willpower I had not to rub one out
1-8-7-Skillz
Superstar
Not gonna lie today is the first day its getting difficult for me
I wouldn't say it's been the first difficult day for me, but it's definitely been the kind of suck ass day where nothing goes right. I definitely would have fapped under normal circumstances.
I expect to make it though.
1-8-7-Skillz
Superstar
currently on the treadmill in the gym to get some steps in/distract myself
we gone make it
WaveWhisperer
Stainless Steel
Still in
Still here. Found a video of myself and my ex. 
didn't watch it but this isn't helping.
didn't watch it but this isn't helping.Breh I could be here all day listing things that ain't helping.Still here. Found a video of myself and my ex.
The only reason I won't is because I don't want to trigger someone else's setback. Suffice it to say, the devil don't stop working.
Copy.Breh I could be here all day listing things that ain't helping.
The only reason I won't is because I don't want to trigger someone else's setback. Suffice it to say, the devil don't stop working.
I wanted to close out the year starting from October but i kept slipping up. Still going to stick to plan and ride it out. Let's stay strong 
On another note I had a wet dream a couple days ago that was so frustrating because I didn't get any kind of visual stimulation, no ecstasy of an orgasm, no warning or anything. I just woke up feeling like I was about to nut and I couldn't stop it before it happened
. I don't even know what to make of that because I felt like I wasn't thinking about anything sexual that whole day and it hit me out of nowhere
On another note I had a wet dream a couple days ago that was so frustrating because I didn't get any kind of visual stimulation, no ecstasy of an orgasm, no warning or anything. I just woke up feeling like I was about to nut and I couldn't stop it before it happened
. I don't even know what to make of that because I felt like I wasn't thinking about anything sexual that whole day and it hit me out of nowhere
Anyone dealing with depression while doing no fap? Because my antidepressants ain't working.
No. I wonder if you're more depressed because of nofap? Do you feel any pride for having made it this far? Because you should. Its not easy to control your instincts for a month.
After fapping, I sometimes felt pathetic.
Now, I'm proud of each day I abstain. Oddly enough, my sex drive is lower...
1-8-7-Skillz
Superstar
After fapping, I sometimes felt pathetic.
Man, the post nut clarity after you beat your meat to some completely deranged fetish stuff is
I take antidepressants so they increase my hormones. Including libido. I'm essentially fighting against the things that my antidepressants are fighting to give me. I don't feel anything except frustration and depression. I comfort myself with the idea that suffering and enduring mean you can endure when things are bad. If you can control your urges you can control yourself. It’s a hollow comfort and I'm more and more wondering why I'm doing this. Im reluctant to give up because it's making me realize that a nut isn't what I'm after but intimacy with a woman who wants to understand me. That's also why I quit porn since the intimacy isn't there. It's all heady with me. Never really physical.No. I wonder if you're more depressed because of nofap? Do you feel any pride for having made it this far? Because you should. Its not easy to control your instincts for a month.
After fapping, I sometimes felt pathetic.