You are emotional. Because your non voting strategy isnt going to work in terms of getting you intangibles.
If you let Trump in, he has 2 more supreme court justice picks. He already is the reason why it is the most far right supreme court in history, and if he wins...he gets 2 more. Once the one dude retires.
This supreme court already wants DEI gone, wants to get rid of federal funding incentives for diversity quotas, and got rid of affirmative action. So its pretty clear they dont wnt to give out reparations.
Thus, strategically, I need democratic people on office, because of those supreme court picks. That is pure, cold, logic, and strategy.
You however are emotional, and emotionally kot voting, even though it doesnt put in the best position for what you want.