Not that serious really. It might be all just me. Her best friend used to work with me and I would see her when she would come by to visit her or they both come on their off time. I would bug her friend about her constantly. She either thought I was too old for the girl or just didn't want it to happen, who knows. Would make small talk here and there. I don't really see her too much but she stops by on occasion. I only see her at my job tho. I had interest always but never pursued anything, guess I was too shy. Found out where she works after seeing her back in the fall. Physical therapy place, which I actually had gone to another branch a few years prior but didn't mention it. But didn't say anything then. Requested her on IG later on but that didn't lead to anything. Kept bugging the girls at work about this girl and telling myself that next time would be the right time. I finally got the courage to say something on Wednesday. Saw her and said hi in passing. Waited for her to get her stuff and start walking out. Caught up with her and walked her out. Told her after asking how she was and work was going, "this may seem random but I can't keep passing up the chance to tell you how I feel and that I would like to take you out on a date". She said she was talking to someone and I just felt devastated. Could've been confident and said something else but my mind wasn't thinking right. Said oh man, ok just let me know if it doesn't work out. Then walked back inside.
Felt much different than approaching a random woman and hearing she has a boyfriend since I had genuine interest in her. A girl at work told me about the flower idea and I was like maybe for her birthday but that's all the way in October, who knows what may happen by then. I think at this point I just have to keep praying that something happens and that I can just move on if nothing does. I don't even know why I let it get this far. Maybe there was never a right time, maybe it hasn't come yet. Maybe she's not the one.