ok so I'm 22 years old now. Been lost in the struggle since I got kicked out of school at 16.
Just working on dead end factory and warehouse jobs because that's all I could get. I have a criminal record with some fukked up charges that will seriously hinder my ability to get into the workplace.
But I've had some great life experiences and traveled a lot purely because of my athletic ability. I was supposed to become a professional soccer player but I quit when I started going through my troubles at 16. But I traveled a lot for free that my team paid for. And then I started amateur boxing and traveled all over my country fighting. I'm a talented athlete but I don't have the discipline to become professional especially in such a tough sport as boxing.
I've traveled a lot and seen a lot of places and countries for someone my age and income bracket.
I'm sitting here mulling over life and I remember as a child I always read children geography books and atlases. I love the outdoors period that's why I couldn't make it in school i have to be moving around or outside, I can't be sat down for long periods of time.
All this shyt has literally just came flooding back to me. I remember I always wanted a camcorder more than anything as a child. I think camcorders were a lot more expensive back then around early 2000s. Anyway I never got one and I sacrificed a lot of my childhood for this football/soccer shyt.
Even tho I'm very good at sports in general it's never been my real passion.
My real passion is the outdoors and I'm 100% certain right now I want to become a photographer and make a living off my photos.
I'm gonna need your brehs help if anyone could answer some questions for me. I'm not the kind of person that's going to be sat in an office or slaving away in these factories. Outside of boxing I've been completely at a loss at what path to take.
But this is what I want.