The freakiest thing for me in the entire series is when the gun didn't fire at all. So death wouldn't let you commit suicide
You aint dying on your terms
You aren't in control of your destiny
I am
And you will spend every waking moment of your life knowing that only I will determine the time and manner of your death..... and it will be painful
You accepting your fate isn't good enough oh no
I want you to dread it for as long as you live
I may postpone it just so you can live longer less fulfilled life.... after all what is worse than living death
Eugene went through it in that movie.